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This site has stories, ideas, and opinions from a Paranoid Schizophrenic point of view…

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  • Car Guy

    I am a car guy, and if you have ever seen my car you can tell that. My Daddy was a real car guy: meaning, he could buy a car, fix it up, engine and all, and he could resell it if he wanted to. Of course, my Daddy had the tools and the place… Read more

  • Friends And Acquaintances

    What is the last thing you learned? I have learned you cannot choose those you want to like you, nor can you control those who do not like you. Sure, everyone wants to be liked, but in the end it does not matter. As long as you have unconditional love for yourself you will do… Read more

  • Following Jesus Christ is not a job, but it is an act of free will.

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  • Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to. When I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia at the age of 36 and went on disability. I miss working to this day, but when you have had more jobs than you can count because of the inability to have a working relationship with… Read more

  • Return

    It has been a weird holiday season to say the least. With everything going on in the world it feels less and less like Christmas every year that passes; it is unfortunate, but the world is simply headed in the direction the Bible said it would. The Bible’s prophesies are unraveling before our very eyes.… Read more

  • Dig

    So, I think I will just stop going out in public except for church; I mean I go out and try to meet people and they find out I don’t work and decide they don’t like me because of that. Is that judgmental on their part? You darn right. What other proof do you need… Read more

  • No Composition

    Well here I sit writing for the first time in quite a while. How does the time change affect you? For me, it makes the day seem longer; like a lot longer; however, it also makes me feel tired and bored. Even though it is 7:33pm it feels like 9:44pm. This is a busy time… Read more

  • Next To Last

    ◦ I am sitting in a pew toward the back of the sanctuary on the left side of the church, and I am about to burn up. The stained glass windows are lit up, and they are shining bright and beautiful from the sun lighting up the morning sky. I am so weary I just… Read more

  • Gods Child In Me

    ◦ Once when I was a kid, I got a big wheel but it was not just any big wheel; it was a Green Machine. If you are around my age you know what I am talking about. I received it as a birthday present from my parents. The Green Machine was a bright green… Read more

  • Lucid Appeal

    I am sitting in bed at 11:14pm; I can see a light across the street which illuminates off the shiny, wet road, and I can see shadows surrounding the area. I do not know why, but I feel at peace seeing the light in the darkness through the blinds; it gives me a sense of… Read more